Sept 18,2005

Sunday 4:45 AM

Eryll, I’m a lot Like You…

This is another but an upper..I don’t know where to start..I had just gotten home from a gimik night with Eryll & Rob. 10 yrs later I might forget their names but their faces would live a thousand years.

Yes, I’ve been to Puerto Galera with my friends Aya, MCR. Kat, Amy and Alex. They were regular friends, we share the so-called “circle of life”…And no doubt they’re always there to fill the void and nothingness but filling the hollowness is just but nothing without depth in it!. Eryll, the girl who invited me to her province last August 18-19,2005 is indeed a summation of it all. She was not a fancy friend, she had depth and she is A LOT LIKE ME. This girl read my life like a microchip. I’m difinitely numbered down to my last vein. She knows I’m into Benj, she did everything to connect me with the guy. She is definitely a prettier Jaggy. Sometimes when I don’t know myself, I’ll suffer amnesia in the future, ask this lady about me. I don’t know , definitely we have a spark. We seldom talk, never spent yosi time and less gimikbut she is totally my alter ego. I wouldn’t have to everything. She texted:

July 25,05 3:05 PM

Wala me pasok. Pero may OTRD ako. wala gimik, wala ka naman,e. miss you   na, grl. Kelan kaya kita makakasama?

August 13, 05, 8:35 PM

Hehehe. Gusto mo i-connect kita? Uwi daw xa this Thurs sa province. Wala me pasok, sis. Tuesday pa.

Aug.13,05, 9:03 PM

I texted na Benj-Wen. Try ur best . Still dont seem to make it, remember dat God knows wats best 4 us. Hed rather let u feel miserable to enjoy the glory in the end, dan joyful for something that myt nt last. Ur not alone n d battlefield. Oders experience wors dan wat ur n2. So smyl and try nt to b sad 4 simple failures. God will surely giv u somethin better.

8/24/05, 11:08 AM- Don’t worry about Benj. Pagod na cguro yun. Tsaka anong oraS na kze. Btw, may blak magset ng gmik cna Mami, Zhaisa  5, malamang d matutuloy yung saten.

I don’t know where to stop. She’s a part of my maturity & indulgence about serious part of my existence. I could be lazy, pathetic and sour  about just simple thing in life. BUt I guess she’s just there to teach me important things in life and God I thank you for Eryll, she’s very special. She promised me she’ll be with me in years to come. Whether it’s a party in Dubai, Ibiza or Tiannanmen, wherever…God Bless her.