Today is one of the few days I get suprised. A friend of mine left her almost perfect jhusband for another one. I am not really sure if her husband is a very good guy as he seems to be… but I am sure that he rates 8 or 9.

It is hard enough to find a guy who will love you for the remainder of his life without the thought that he will be just sitting there with a bottle of beer while he lets you be the queen of his kingdom.. what more to find someone who will love you children as their own.

Stories like this one gives me butterflies in my stomach and makes me thinnk harder of marrying. I am afraid of getting tied up with a paper just to save my face from a hypocrite society while I spend a miserable life with a husband who has spread his maleness all over his damn company ;  or a husband who has nothing better to do than compare you to his dog; a husband who sees you as a prized trophy to be displayed to his compadres and never gives you enough affection that an emotional person like me would demand.

I dont know the full story and I dont judge her decision.. I am just afraid for her.. and for me as well.