As it might not come surprising to anybody anymore, I am crying tonight for the same reason… that I miss my very dear friend Jaggy. As the time comes very near to midnight, I keep wishing it will just roll back a year instead when I was still able to greet her, talk to her on the phone, smile at the thought of her, and just listen to her. It is really difficult not to shed some tears for the longing I have here in my heart. I miss her so much… and I never tire of thinking about her despite trying not to hold onto the memories just to bear the pain. It is Christmas and while the rest is here with me, I just wish that somehow she is also here.

I miss you so much Jaggy. I miss you everyday of my life and I will forever be your friend. Merry Christmas to you wherever you are and advanced Happy birthday to both of us. Gabby and I love you so much!

eRyLL

P.s.

Thank you for bringing me closer to your family. You were lucky to have them as they were to have had you.