I am writing this at 2 AM so I am not actually sure whether I will be saying something sensible or even remember promising anything at all when I wake up tomorrow morning. Haha! The caffeine I downed a couple of hours earlier just started to kick in and I am not going to dilute it with water unless I wanna sleep next to the bathroom. So here I am, checking mails, peeking on my webby accounts, uploading photos, reading stories and now writing my thoughts while I listen to someone snore unconsciously.

I am actually forcing myself to write. I wish I could think of anything worthwhile to jot down so I could have my students read my blog for their reading exercises but too much coffee in my system does not do me any good. It just excites me and make me think of my future selfish plans.I guess they would have to stick to my other sites.

And for those who insist on boring themselves with my to-do list, here it goes.

1. I wanna travel abroad. Hopefully to Singapore. If not, I will settle for Malaysia so I can make a side trip to SG. Hahaha.

2. I will visit Jaggy’s family in Gensan by summer. My bf is a little pessimistic about it due to the bombings and by knowing that I jerk easily even to the faintest of sounds and screams at the sight of blood. Don’t ask me why, I am not yet ready to discuss it.

3. My kitchen needs a lot of fixing. My imagination of the roof for the dirty kitchen must be drawn out of my head and on to the blue print. I want more cupboards and big detergent boxes, too.

4. Project: room for a queen. I have been living in this apartment for 5 months now and I still havent convinced myself yet that I’m not going anywhere  until the recession is over. Gotta splash some color, and make it fit for my role.hehe

5. Make more money! Contrary to popular belief, I do not lay on piles of money nor have access to someone’s bank account…. not on J’s or anybody else’s. LOL. Hmnnn… I wonder now why I never did that. Tsk! Tsk! I should have done that a long time ago.  Guess Im gonna need some pointers from KCEerrcreampieoh… but I bet the other K has a better advise, she seemed a very strong ,opinionated woman…. scratch that. I mean she is a woman, and a big one too! LOL

6. Okay, last year, I promised to behave. Haha. Believe me, I tried and I guess I didn’t have to put a lot of effort. It was just a natural thing to do. Some may not see it the way I do but I will maintain the same set of values based on my own standards. I only care about people who have the same principle as mine. I am upset about the passing away of a friend but that does not mean I won’t poke you in the eye when’er you need it. Yes, the same bad eRyLL to some this 2009 and vice-versa to others.

7. I want a good tutor award. That’s it.

8. While the recession is taking its own sweet time, I’ll try to look for the half-filled cup rather than whining at the empty half.

9. Stay focus on the hierarchy of my priorities.

Gabby -> school -> honey -> work -> self - > parents & siblings ->friends

10. less crying