Of course, when I said it was successful, I claimed it partly because that gathering was my brainchild. Truthfully, although I have legged half the work and planning of that event, I would not consider it as well-thought and as organized as I would have had it, if I’ll have it my way.  Both my common sense and my snubbish side are screaming the word ‘UNFAIR’ to even give it “my shot”. 

Simply put, “if others are getting away from it, what the hell will I run after it?’.

Ahhh, but I happen to be born with the stupidity called “kindness”… leadership because noone else will, sealed lips because it was not worth taming the wild, blind eyes because there was no use seeing the ugly over the beauty of those who have sprung from out of nowhere, voice of authority when the situation calls for it because things need to be in order from time to time and very poor hearing so I will not be able tio listen to the unwise remarks by people who does not even know what they are talking about, moreover, does not even know whether they have the right to say anything at all.

That being said, surely will let you know why I would rather watch the grass grow than head another event for unruly herd. Nope, I am not insane yet.